Moments...

Max was helping me steam clean the tile. As I was walking down the hallway I heard him yelling at our dog Lucy- "Lucy! Stop walking on my clean floor with your dirty paws!" Max is growing up so much....He is helping me with everything these days, it is amazing. Eli was six months old yesterday....Where does time go? And why does it have to go so fast? Memorial Day was a busy day for us. We were packing most of the day, but just before sunset we released balloons for our girls and layed two roses in their memory garden. Max is getting older and was more emotional than I have ever see him. He ran to his room and was crying. I followed him and asked him what was wrong. He said "I don't know them, because I never saw them! All I wanted to do was see them! I want to see a picture in color." My heart hurt for him.....and I realized....he had been holding this in for some time. I have always spoke openly with Max about Isabella and Angel and have tried to give him information as he asks, and I am always honest. It was hard for me to see him so sad, but I know we will get through this, like everything else. He has a black and white picture, but now I know he needs one in color. Maximus is strong a very strong boy, and I told him that he does know them because they are with him all the time....We had a good talk. I love my guys so much...don't know what I would do without them.